I haven't watched 199 lives. So, i cannot say exactly what happened or how he felt. I'm sure he felt bad, as i would hope anyone would. I'm not trying to judge, but when you hurt yourself....doing something stupid...that's fine. When you hurt someone else...it's a different story. It's the same reason, when a passenger gets on the back of your bike. You don't go balls to the walls, why? Because you know their back there...and don't want to injure them. I'm in no way saying Pastrana is a bad guy...just saying he made a poor choice.