Damn SIDS took my beautiful healthy baby. She went to sleep and didnt wake up. The English language lacks the verbage to express the level of pain, helplessness, disappointment, and crushed dreams. The overall ass-suck-ness is damn near debilitating. I have not begun to deal with it yet... I'm leaning heavily on my friends and family because I'm tellin' ya... it makes you want to throw in the towel and give all the way up. I thank y'all for your words of encouragement, thoughts and prayers. I need them all, keep 'em coming.. and please. If you have kids nieces nephews grandbabies, get off the computer right now and hug them.