My mom told me tonight that the doctor's have finally found out why her right arm is completely disabled. Her cancer has came back again and spread into her right shoulder. This is the 7th time she has had to fight this shit. I'm so afraid of what could happen. She's so fragile and too young for anything to happen to her. She's the strongest person I've ever met in my entire life. My mom was my greatest fan through all my childhood sports. I don't know what I'll do when my mom isn't there to see my son score his first touchdown.
I can't go to sleep b/c all I do is start to cry. This is just rediculous, I'm a grown fucking man. I'm a mommy's boy and I don't know what I'd be if I ever lost her to this stupid shit.
I ask that if you are religious or not, if praying works or not, to keep my family in yours.