haha its hard not too...im not stressing over BCT really. just the stuff i have to get done before hand. my family is trying to help and support me as much as possible, but they can only do so much. luckily my recruiters are are there to help me through it too. i dont just look at them as salesmen anymore...they are really pushing me and doing a good job. i cant wait to see the transformation i go through during all of this!