Thanks Man,
It was a hard road, I know she's in a much better place now. She suffered for so long and almost passed away on many occasions. The day she passed she made me promise I would not sit and wallow in despair. She told me this: "Bill Please don't cry I won't be there to wipe you tears, Please Move on with your life."
It wasn't easy it was super hard and I feel like its part of the reason I had become to dark and bitter. I am not sure to be honest. What I do know is I feel like a different person now.