Lots of vets here my friend. And if you are a vet you gravitate to them hoping to stoke that fire of brotherhood we all miss every day. The twing of guilt you fell is shared by us all. Could I have made better decisions? Did I give all I could? Did someone fall because of me? Though the doubt is there like a splinter in your mind the answer is that Yes, you did do all that you could, you gave all that you could. This I know but yet the thought frequently returns to be questioned. It is another price we pay and that I will gladly suffer knowing I made a difference and did my job. Enjoy your day, enjoy your freedom and stand tall. Semper Fi.