If that's the case I have to say in all honesty with no sarcasm that I truely envy you. I hope you and your family live a long and peaceful life. I hope you never experience how basely evil man can be. My chance at a life like yours was taken from me long ago. I live my out in public life according to Mattisism#1. "Be polite, be professional, but have a plan to kill everybody you meet. ~General "Maddog" Mattis. I'm not talking shit or being a hardass. But for folks that have been through hell, let me tell you, hell changes you.