Ya I have a big problem w/ destroying things, as well as myself at times. I've broke my ps2, a fan, a clock, alarm clock, xbox in fits of rage. Hell, I even ran through 2 wooden stopped signs one night and fucked up the front of my car and popped a tire. Also I'll check in w/ the self mutilation like cutting wrists, arms, and chest, punching myself in the face until I had 2 black eyes and a huge bump on my forehead, and putting ciggaretes out on myself. I just want to thank everyone on here that know where I'm coming from. It's nice knowing your not alone.