Dude this shit happens too many times in the car world, I just sold my beloved 240sx last week , even tho people only say its a 240 ive dumped alot of money and hard work into the car, either way everyone grows and learns, others sooner then others, just do what you need to do, and get back when the time is right. FIRST RULE of the car game is if you dont have cash to buy it then its prolly not a good idea. Good luck to you, things always happen for a reason no matter how good or bad, in a year you will look back and you will prolly be releaved.