Is the true meaning of this thread applicable to me ?   
If so, I don't know, maybe because I tend to be more comfortable with cars than with people ?  Maybe due to schedule & timing ?  Maybe due to some other social aspects ?  Maybe since someone here thought I was a douche (of whom I'm sure not the only one) ?  Maybe because I know only very very few persons well enough from this board ?  Maybe due to my laziness (which doesn't explain my near-perfect Clay's CC&C attendance) ?