Sorry to hear about the loss brandon, surround yourself with your friends and family and remember him for the best times. Don't try and dwell on the negative aspect, try to keep your head up and remember him for all the good times. I have been through similar situations with alot of car friends and others, it sucks to loose some on close, especially unexpected and at a young age. Things happen for a reason, most of the time we don't understand or want to believe it at the time. However you will grow and learn from this situation, and due to that you have your friend to thank for making you a better/stronger individual. You know how to get ahold of me if you need anything.