Wounds take time to heal and then your like if hadn't put my finger in the saw I wouldn't have gotten hurt. It hurts real bad, everything is crazy everything sucks, you put a band aid on it (alcohol-activities), then it starts to go away, itches a little, you might pick at the scab(vent-piss her off), then soon enough its all gone. You'll be fine in time. You're better than her.