Mr Anderson

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Good meeting new people today. Nice meeting max power and shittygsxr and that new guy zach. He was really the only one on a dirtbike.

I am everyday and I love her. I only feel hate towards myself.

I have no idea what you wrote.

Dude that made me laugh so hard because I work in debit card fraud and we never check for sigs.

nice Im heading down.

My adoptive parents are a different skin color and Im hispanic. I was adopted because my two (not bio)older sisters were killed after birth. 2 lives for the price of saving one life. I live life to the best and treat everyone with great respect. If I get knocked down I stand up for who I am and the reason I exist is to care for others. Maybe it was meant to be that my mom had the suffer the loss of her two babies. She wanted another child and decided to not adopt in the USA and risk her life going to get me in waring country. I sometimes feel hate towards myself for being alive and that I was saved because 2 innocent baby girls had to die. It just makes my life so hard to live through. I will live for them and I will always love my mom. She is a great person and quite frankly its hard to find people like her. Im still thinking about it but thanks for the advice.

Is the weather is good im going to ride up.

nope but its says on their desription trans and some say female. I only looked at the female ones. Kawi I am pretty fast so I would get out of there before they got me.

hmm miller girls. I try to come out there. dang sundays. Well I will try to make it.

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Ok I'm pretty sure all them are dudes that got sex changes. Min for their services is one hour. No negotiating according to all the ones that said they were woman.

Well see how the weather holds up. I might be able to make it the wed after this coming wednesday.

Jrp made the right move and held his line. Al Luddington got suspended for his actions at mid-ohio.

Gixxie it was cool meeting you last sat. I would be down for this meet n greet with the junkies. It would have to be on wed, thurs or a sat. I ran out of v days at work. Also I like the idea of riding down with some other peeps from cbus to the nati.

Thanks everyone for the advice. I still I am trying to think about going back to where I was born. Finding any blood family members. I would like to think that they have missed me for 21 years and if there still alive hoping to see me. The passport is my first step and my goal to getting to EL Salvador. I have also provided a link http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Salvadoran_Civil_War of the events that changed thousands if not millions of lives. I was born in 1988, month and day are unknown. I know Im better off here in the USA. I hope everyone realizes how much better off United States is to EL Salvador. I thank my parents for giving me a new life and every parent that adopts a child, I thank you. If I do go I don't think it will be til next year. I know I have been thinking about this for more then 10 years.

Dude those chicks are like $250 an hour. Im not rich.

Thanks. I got to get off because this subject is really making me sad and just thinking about it makes me cry everytime. Please post more replies because I need all the advice you guys have. As I cannot promise I will find them but I am going to try. Even if I was baby made out only through love and if they are poor Im going to do everything in my power to make them happy. I am thankful for the life I have here and Im glad bret help me find this group.

I know but this could help me get out of depression. Your right if I found out there dead I don't even know if I could go on. I just got to put on my happy face everyday and holding back my emotions is the hardest thing for me to do. Im sorry for asking so much but I don't really have any friends that I could ask this.

Thanks jbot. I will have to contact them tomorrow and I use to speak spanish. Living with folks who speak english and I lost it. I have the location of the orphanage and the dates because my parents kept them. I don't really have any friends who speak spanish but I will get one. EL Salvador is a third world country and so I know its just going to be hard even going back there. Just thinking about visiting the place where I was born makes me cry.

Thanks. I know in my heart I can forgive them. I just want to find someone and it just sucks going through life and being made fun because I have no parents. Thats why I don't like to talk about this to anyone but I met some really nice people on here. Its just so hard going through life and not even knowing anything about me. While I do love my adoptive parents but I really miss not having my real parents. When I first found out that I was different and that my color of my skin was different. So I thank you for reading this and not making fun of me.

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