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This car is a beast.

Ya I am the same way. An Evo was up there for my dream daily driver.

My old man just got his CCW and he bought a Ruger LCP .380. He seems to like it alot. I have fired it a few times and it is not bad, I actually liked it. I am more of a fan of bigger guns, and am a 9mm guy myself but the LCP seems to be a great wepon that is easy to conceal and that is all he really needs.

Wow... I am jaw dropped right now. Do not get me wrong I have thought that the Evo x was hit and personaly you couldnt give me that car cause I would just sell it for a better looking one. They just dropped their flagship sports car in the pursuit of pussy electric motors and cars with zero fun to drive aspects. Unless they compleatly change the way we look at cars forever and start a trend to every company making only electric cars, I see Mitsu having some serious money problems in the near future. Anyone who wants to get their hands on an Evo 8, 9, or 10 better get one soon cause they are going to get really rare I have a feeling and un molested ones are going to be like finding a needle in a haystack.

He could even look into a TSX as well. I have driven on and really enjoyed it. Was not super fast by any means but with the manual trans it was defently a fun car for sure and would make a good daily as well.

Ha ha ha ha that is amazing.

Oh I am becoming more of a believer every day. I have tried to fight this over the years too and I think it was what has caused me to go out and do the things I have. I was living a selfish life as opposed to a purpose driven one. I am starting to realize I can not control everything. Control is a mear illusion that gives us a false sense of stability, and false hope. I may never go to church due to the fact that I do not believe in organised religion but my feeling of what is out there is defently starting to make it self known. Btw dont worry about the long post I type them up all the time:cool: Honestly man God making people disabled is a gift really. These people that are disabled can walk through life with the ingorance that we all wish we could posess. These people become happy because the sun is out, they get to go on a walk, the birds are chirping, or they have just found a beautiful flower. The simple things will have the stongest impacts on them and I envy them because of that. I wish that some days I could have it so simple and be able to find joy and the little things instead of having what feels like plates full of food stacked on top of one another in a never ending balencing act between sanity and compleatly falling off my rocker.

That is usually how it always went down. At the end of the night everyone would look at each other like shit were all wasted who can get us home and I would end up always getting the keys because sadly I was a very good driver messed up. I didnt get pulled over on either occasion because of bad driving. The first they just wanted to search my car and made up some silly bullshit and the second I was on expired tags and suspended lisence. I was charged but not convicted of both of them though so neither is on my record. This cracks me up really because his life and mine have been very simular over the past few years. Only difference is I am not an angry drunk/ partier so I do not attack the girls that I am hooking up with, or destroy shit when I am all messed up. That and my life and mess ups dont end up on the evening news every few evenings.

Only if high grade pills or coke is involved.... That is usually how my benders/ relapses end up these days.

Thank you. I have gone to AA but for some reason it just didnt seem to work for me. Maybe it was because I was not ready to listen or maybe it was something else idk. Im being shipped to outpatient care here soon partly because I have to for probation and because part of me wants to go. I will be getting checked in to a shrink here soon as well to help me get past these inner demons that keep holding me back. I would love to pick your brain at some point of time and see how you have done it and what worked for you. I know what worked for you may not work for me but I am tired of the way I feel when I lose control which is not all the time anymore but when I do it always seems to end the same way, which is me feeling like shit emotionally and physically and my parents being very hurt by my actions.

This is the icing on the cake really. With all that I have been through this year as far as 2 dui's, trying to get my life back together, going to jail and fighting through a few relapses. Someone is trying to tell me something and it is time for me to start listening...

Ha ha ha I like that. Your lucky can bust a nut all you want with no worries of what will happen.

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Well that was more of a serious post. Was not looking for a bullshit off the wall comment from the back seat... Yep its just hard to keep everything in perspective due to the fact that we all seem to be selfish by nature. I am finaly coming to realize that this world is so much bigger than myself and I am only a small bite of the pie. I have a purpose and a plan and it is not up to me to look for it and search it out but to just live and let the rest figure itself out. Whatever this purpose or plan is, it is much bigger than me and much bigger than what I can understand and wrap my head around. Cutting yourself is your choice. Just make sure you use a razor blade or very sharp cutter next time that way you really know what pain is instead of the paper cuts your giving yourself now...

I expected to get a response like this from you considering your many other heartless, ignorant, and self centered statements that come out of your mouth. I am beganing to be on the side of V8 Beast when I say this but it seems you need to look in the mirror and figure out why you need to constantly push your negativity on to others because it is making me feel quite sorry for you. I am quite sure I have meet you in person as well and you never seemed like this but maybe I just had a bad first impression. If I am wrong about meeting you and if it was another black ws6 owner I am sorry but I am quite certin that I am thinking of the right person here.

So I have been super bummed for a while now over some decisions that I have made/ was making. It was more a pissed off hate yourself kind of thing that usually never turns out well for me. Well today I decided to make a quick drive up to the disk golf course by my house to spend some time in the sun clearing my head. On the way there I saw something that put everything in perspective for me. I saw what appeared to be a 60 something year old woman walking her dog and right behind her was her husband walking hand in hand with their son. The son looked to be in his 30's from what I could see and it was obvious that he had some form of mental disorder ie downs or something along those lines. Then it just hit me that the trials and tribulations that this family has had to endoure with having a son like this has to be astranomical and never ending. To my surprise they all smiled and waved at me when I drove past and at that point I felt about the size of an ant. Here I am pissing and moaning around about my life when really it is not that bad at all and the things that are wrong in my life are of my own doing. Here is this family that did not chose for this to happen yet could be so happy even with the everyday life that they are forced to live. It made me realize that no matter how bad it is, there are people out there that have it much worse and can still be healthy, happy and loved. I have no idea if it was fate, luck, or karma that brought me down this road I normaly dont travel to see this but whatever it was I am so gratefull. I just wanted to share this with the forum because of the many users on here I am sure there are some going through their own hard times and challenges as well. Life is too short to worry about the bullshit stinking around us, instead we should just spend more time smelling the flowers. If this post reaches just one person on this forum that is going through a tough patch then my goal has been reached. Enough with the gay talk now I just had to get this out to a mass group of people...

Ha ha ha ha. Thats all good as long as you pull out and mess on her face, in her mouth, or on her tits.

Letting down my family more than I already have in life, going back to jail, the unknown, and the future of humanity are just a few things that cross my mind alot.

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Now that is epic...

Oh I can defently see this. I tried not to long ago as well but my life has just been such a mess that keeping my head above water is hard enough at times. Throwing other things on to my plate right now is just about the last thing that I need.

I figured it was old. Didnt know how many people have seen it yet or not. I do not think it is fake though I really think that went down on a radio show. I wouldnt shock me.

This is so funny in a bad way of course but wow this would suck to get caught like this.

You think this because you were no good at it right? Jk I have to admit it is somewhat boring to watch but to play was a complete different storey. Especially if you were a pitcher, a really good hitter that could change the game with one swing, or in a defensive position that sees alot of action ie short stop, third base, and center field...