We should have a pill popping party sometime. See what anti-depressants tastes the best.
Yeah I hear you about feeling worse on them. I quit taking mine because it was a horriable feeling. Being clinically depressed was better then being on pills. Then I found a certain substance that made me feel "normal". Not high, not drunk, not buzzed... Normal. I sold all my pills for this and went about my life feeling happy for the first time. Best choice I ever made in my life (with the exception of getting married to my wife).
Now the only drug I am addicted to is caffeine. So many positive things can be done on it. As Steven Colbert said "...Ride the brown horse." Even my dreams are better on caffeine then they would ever be on pills and alcohol combined. Caffeine even got me off smoking tobacco. More people need to drink liquid crack and stop eating pills.