I took her to the vet today. I decided to euthanize her. The vet reported a weight loss of 15 lbs, a fever of 102. The vet reported bloody stool and maggots developing in her private areas. At that point, I just knee that I needed to end it to allow her to escape.
I was petting her as her heart stopped. As much as it hurt me, I just knew it was the best thing I could give her.
I will miss her terribly.
You may have been dumb, half deaf, and half blind but you were my first dog I raised.
RIP Beemer.