Actually yes with the bad day at work.. Its been driving me nuts.. I understand the outcome if I am ever required to protect myself and I can determine when I may need to make that ultimate decision. I am a decent sized guy and can handle myself pretty well in the average situation whether it be 1 or multiple assailants (to a point of course) I also have some training that helps with that however we are not talking about the average situation here. Its a thin line to cross, but i have been in many fights, brawls, jumped etc and never have a felt like my life was in danger to the point of needing a firearm. With that being said, I think I have the ability to make that conscious decision when the time comes. I will say that everyone may not have that ability though and I hope that no one ever has to make that decision because it will affect you for the rest of your life. PS.. Team Glock for the win...