you definatly need better then her,
the only thing you did wrong was not smack hear silly for cheating on you., a girl like that dont deserve a second chance It took me a while to learn that, but they dont change, they cheap on doing it to you
now just become yourself and live freely, not being whipped by any woman anymore.
you could do what i did and distract your pain with senseless fast toys, oh and motorcycles always helps. smile.gif
keep your head up.