Well I ad a Dr.'s visit today with an orthopedic specialist who is also an orthopedic surgeon. I have been having alot of pain in my foot(for those who dont know, a 1200lb piece of concrete crushed it 8 months ago). I can walk with a shoe on for a decent amount of time, but after about 1/2 an hr my hips hurt do to what I guess is the limp I walk with and eventually the foot and my hips hurt to much to keep going. I get random pains that are so intense that I wince in pain that come on for no reason and can last an hr over and over. Without my shoe I can barely walk, at times I cant even walk 2 feet. So today the dr tells me that this will probably be my life now. He then shakes my hand, tells me he's sorry and leaves the room. I have tried to stay positive. I am not ashamed to admit that I was like a little girl for a few minutes. It kinda all hit me at once when I actually heard the words that this may in fact be as good as its gonna get. I know that only time will tell and he did say that "we can only hope with time it improves". Just a shitty day and I know it could be worse and others have it much worse off. But still shitty.