CONGRATS on the hard decision! YOU CAN DO IT! But, it will be easier with help for sure. Remember, our best intentions kept us drunk. Personally I've been sober for 18 yrs come December 21st. Got sober at 25. Active in AA for 10 of those years. I highly recommend you go to some meetings at least a couple times a week to be around people like yourself with similar goals. ( sober place sober people ) Please feel free to shout at me with any questions or if you want to hit a meeting. Would be happy to go with ya. PM me for my number if you want, it's very important especially in the early times to have someone to talk to when down, angry, confused, or definitely when you want a drink! Please remember it's the first drink that'll get ya drunk. If you don't have the first you'll never get drunk.