You dont understand-I miss sleeping in my own bed. By my fucking self. I really do.
Im at the point were Im talking to 6 chics-3 of which are strippers (at the same club no less). The 2 are dirt-hot, but dirt. One is a smart fucking girl, book smart, street smart, and will rape you at Chess. But, she smokes pot 4 times a day. WTF
The other 3 are normals that are comfortable seeing me once a week. At this point, if I miss a day-I miss someone till next week. I actually feel used-im not a fucking fuck machine. It gets old, seriously fucking old. I Miss workouts, Im missing school, I cant touch a car. For what? Pussy?! Im in a personal porn vortex I cant get out of.