ok, so for me it's my motorcycle. At one point in my life I found a bottom and I had 2 choices, I would never consider one (can't do that to my loved ones). 2nd one was to get out so,Hellmutt ended up saving me from a bad life style. Then I rode bitch for a while and that was a good fix. Finally got my bike and I love riding, it calms me. I have found it relaxes me and the world disappears. To pay for this love I am back in school. The goal I have is to have a career where I can make some cash. Cash is so we can play hard and ride more. I love being outside and I love it more on 2 riding with hellmutt. I am 40 no midlife crisis just finally found what I want to do.