You'll be back, much sooner than later. Riding is the one thing that I do for me and that I enjoy for me, the Wife and Son know that and understand that 110%. I still spend much more time with them then anything else, so my riding does not affect them negatively at all. The only way to truly enjoy a boat IMHO, is not having to access a ramp each and everytime you want to go out. Lower down into the water, or pull out of the storage dock and headout!