Is it just me or does anyone else think this is an extremely personal subject to post on a forum with 4000+ stranger's?
Either way I feel for you, i know a girl who's gone through alot in the past 2 years and she's taking an anti-anxiety right now. Doesn't make her drowsy or knock her out, but doesn't make her overly happy either. Just make's her "normal" I guess.
You should consider seeing a phychiatrist as well, she does and it really helps. Medication seem's to be just one part of the equation, you really need to talk about stuff too. It helps. Goodluck man.