+1 to what others said. You can go do a walk-in at the MSF, for 15$ or whatever it is people no-show all the time. Never ride to someone else's expectations lastly, and it sounds a little opposite of the last piece of advice, sometimes you have to realize the bike WANTS to be upright. Until someone explained lean angle and grip dynamics to me I was afraid of turning ... odds are, you're over thinking it!