Note to my 18 year old self: "Stop applying for credit cards, stop telling yourself that you like being an electrician and go get a job working on cars you'll be much happier, fuck what Dad says, treat Tricia like a queen she saves your ass so many times it isn't funny, you can buy a house after you've worked as a technician for a few years, she lives through the seizures and the baby is fine even though that was about the hardest thing to deal with, everything works out fine by 30"