Mattsn2o281

Fuck! SPELL. Oh Please, DELeTE THIS THREAD!!! kthanxby tripple?

Jesus i cant speel worth a fuck

Thagnks, i may do that. Oh yea time line on that car extenrded till aprail or may. Illl see what i got going on, on top of this i'm still trying to get shits ready to move on friday. But dam itz slightely fun being an alky, migt try it more ofton.

Ill say sorry now, i'm drunkl and hve been most of the day, and i re read this and it jumps back and foruth i dont make much sense to myself lol. yes, semi op[en relationship, but we always had to be completely honest and open with each other, no forming outside relationships blah blah blah. i guess relly this is what i get for thinking it could work like thagt, but it went to shit. i suck at relationships lol, i dunno what ill do. But can someone plese delete this, i dont know whay i posted this shit up to begin wioth... Thanks for the advice guys, i'm more then likely going to try and find a way to turn this into a normal rlationship as thats the only thing left to try to save this shit. i talked to that thearpist and she was amazed it lasted this long before it went to shit. ill give it a month or 2 and if we cant salvage it, i'm out...

Killjoy, yes and no, and not in any respect that i have time to explain. Ben, Thats my main concern, Can she change? Out

no kids, and I think she understands how to equate short term pleasure with undesirable results. No, i didnt beat her ass or anything physical like that either. i'll just say i got my point across. i'm out for a few hrs, going to speak to a therapist for me, and look into setting up some type of counselor for her and i if i decide to hang around. Thanks all

And yes i have a very unique outlook on the boundries of a relationship. And its coming back to bite me.

Damn... Not really what i wanted to hear, but probably what i need to hear. Obviously, i do want to find a way to get past it, that is showing through in my posts, so ill just say it. I will also add that the fact that she fucked around isn't what has me ready to leave, i'm a realist when it comes to that shit, and the rule has always been come home and be honest. Ive fucked other girls, she has to, and a few guys, and its always been cool. we have always had a somewhat open relationship. so i guess keep that in mind. I'll add this in, i was gone for a year while alot of this happened, not all or it, but 75% happened while i was gone. Bottom line, The sex isnt whats got me pissed, the lying and the deception are.

Hey, atleast you got out. assholes at my apt plowed me in lol.

Damn, kitchen that quick? Anyway, Yea i got time, and while i'm highly pissed about everything, and there will be some bad fucking consequences to the other parties involved down the road, Ill get to a point where i can at least look past the actions, or go out and get enough on the side to make shit even in my mind. We went through some rough shit about 4 years ago too, and came out the other side with a better relationship for it. But this one pushed it way to far and it wasnt just a 1 night or one time deal. So i dunno, she earn trust back, she may even be able to get respect back. But Worth it, i dunno. It's alot of time and feelings to give up, but at the same time, do i want to be doing this again in the next 8 yrs? Final thing to add, this girl saved my ass from getting locked up over some dumb shit back in the day, before i even new her really, and she has always had my back no matter how fucked up things have been between us, and thats hard as hell to find, and a major reason why i dont want to leave yet...

Just Because he died don't mean shit to me. What did he do with his life that was worth me showing any fucking respect. 80% of fucking hip hop is nothing but worthless bullshit, was he in the 20% that had a positive fucking message? old school or not, i doubt it...

I was reading that thread about the bitch who thinks its cute to fuck around on her dude, and it just kinda struck me that its a less evil version of what im going through. I'd love to post everything in every fucked up aspect,, and show the true definition of a whore, but since i'm married to her for the time being, no more details, on the slim chance i figure a way get past this. But trust me this shit would blow your mind if you think the first story is bad... And yes, i am tore the fuck up as it looks like the last 8yrs of my life are down the drain at the moment, and the bitch is cryin that she doesnt want to loose me and how sorry blah blah fucking blah she is,she didnt know what she was doing, her friends made her etc etc. In all reality, i haven't left the bitch for good yet, i don't know why but yea, i need to hear some words from people who have been down this fucked up road before. I guess the question is, has anyone ever made a relationship come back after basicly every single cornerstone of the relationship has been destroyed. As it sits, There is no trust, love, respect, or anything which i can even see worth trying to build on. All i see is a halfway decent past, the fact that we do get each other, and the main reason, I married her, and am now bound in the eyes of god, and thats not something i can take lightly, regardless of the fact that she didnt seem to mind. Sorry for the fucking novel, and for putting this shit out here with no real details, but like i said, i need to hear what others think. Feel free to add whatever you think, and thanks...

And we should care because why?

since when did fox lake change from working on only fords? Nice cars though, and welcome!

Bump, this is the same bottom end i have, good for 650-750 hp at the crank, as long as you keep the rpm's to under 7000. Hawk Racing is who makes the rods, 4340 H-beams, and the crank is a nodular iron 9000. The only thing his needs are a set of forged pistons, and it will make a killer moderately built street stroker...

I havent forgot about it, ill try and get out in the garage in a second, i have a pick of it laying, doesnt show much, but here ya go: http://i229.photobucket.com/albums/ee189/Mattsn2o281/100_0289.jpg It sucks lol. Like i said, its not points, it has the msd 2 pin green and purple plug, and some type of aftermarket cap. it may very well be a tfi, i just cant remember what the look like om the inside...

Lol, I Just looked at the vid, and i guess the shows still around. Sweet!

I dont know if anyone has seen it, but yucko started out on a show called "The Damn Show", it's fuckin hilarious, if you haven't look it up and check it out.

HaHa, you said dent.... Like that one in the door, of the oh wait, you said it too, Jetta.

Perhaps he was joking? You know how that whole sarcasm thing works right? A lil twisted, yes, but come on.

I mothafuckin O! Go Osu!

No, it was not, however, I do remember looking forward to riding in 20* weather when i first got my bike, it was like any time was a perfect time for a ride, lol, i changed my mind about the second time I think round 2 needs to get 4 or 5 drag bikes built by spring as well, ive got my eye out for a wrecked liter or busa with a good frame for a project, and also any 01-04 gixxer 600-750's. Time to play on wheels again lol.

No problem man.

I have a something, it says motorcraft on the base, but has been converted to an msd plug? If you would be interested, i can get a pic or 2. it worked great in the 347, but other then that i cant tell ya much about it. would you by chance need a 6AL box as well?

If not i have a set you can get. they're off a non roller block if that matters though?