Sorry to hear about your pup, we have lost 2 members of the family in the last couple years, one went unexpectantly on his own the other i was a no brainer as to what needed done. But i did the dirty deed myself, ive seen other pups on the vets table where the drug didnt take right or took too long so i wasnt going to put her through that while she was already suffering. She suffered from seizures her whole life and she went into one and when she came out she was in lots pain and could not walk, her health was already in decline over several months and was 17 year old as well.