It pains me to hear of these kinds of tragedies, but unfortunately they are not exactly uncommon. And yet, their commonality does not dull the pain when it happens so incredibly close to you. My heart goes out to this anonymous friend, and those surrounding this event. I have to admit having dark times myself in recent times, and while never considered offing myself, have had moments questioning my mortality. But regardless of how dark those days are, there are too many ways that they can brighten. Like danballa, I have relied on some of my truest friends to help, one of which is member here, and a brother from another mother. I remember something said to me by someone that cares for me. He said that scars, while reminders of a painful incident, are proof that we survived and continue to live. Regardless whether they are emotional or physical, those scars can inspire us to proceed when things appear insurmountable, and give us strength when times get tough. Thanks for sharing Casper, and doing right by your friend. I am quite sure this was helpful for them, and a humble does of reality for some of us as well.